Climbing back out of the pit

Have you wondered where I have been?
Well, it is not studying scriptures regularly, but I doubt if that shocks you.

I don't know why I fell off my wagon there.  I was doing SO amazingly good for awhile.
And when I look back at the last 2 months----they have been stressful and even rather depressing when I see how busy I am and doubt that I will ever "get better" at this thing called life.  I have NOT been in a good place.  I have NOT been reading scriptures.  There could definitely be a connection.

I am totally worn out now.  It's been an emotionally draining evening.
I will come back tomorrow.  AFTER reading.